retraction
No, Lori did not actually tell me to fuck off. She was very nice about it, I was just being bitter. *SIX* different people asked about that.. It's good to see my blog is that much of a work distraction to you all ;-).
Wow.
Well Lori just told me to fuck off. I'm not entirely sure what was up with that. She said she really really liked me but didn't think I was going to give her what she wanted. She thought I didn't want to get serious, or that I shouldn't get serious after Tausha. Man, if she could have heard me talk about her she would have gotten a different opinion. I tried to play the whole "I don't want to get serious" thing with her as a defense mechanism because I really did like her which was scaring me a bit. I wanted to make sure I didn't hurt her by making her a rebound. Oh well. She warned me when we started dating that she ran quickly, I should have listened and not started to get attached. Somehow I had a big enough ego to think *I* could stop her from doing it. Heh, guess not.
Women.. let me tell you this. You are one fucking confusing bunch. I have a hard enough time finding people that live up to my expectations, then to find one that likes me as well, yeah a real rarity. I at least expect good reasons to stop dating damnit! =) I guess I'm just too damn logical. Oh well, time to move on. We'll see how I think in hindsight, maybe I'll give her a ring in a couple months if I still think she was as rare as I think she is now.
Feh, and now I'm going to bed after midnight again. Lack of sleep is my own personal plague.